Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Disturbed......


Oh god..I wanna Sleep....deep...I wanna sleep in your lap..
so tired I am...i have been doing nothing all this tymz... but i am tired..so damn tired... i wanna sleep.... deep..

Oh god... you myt have heared broken and painful hearts... but have u ever heared.. broken n painful brain??
yeah i do have that brain...
Oh god...soo much pain in my brain..
Oh god.. i wanna sleep... deep.....soo messed up my brain is.....
Juzz look at me....
........ ......... Hell out.... what i am doing??? ggrr... guitar???? no.. i dont wanna... i wanna be alone...haha..stupid.. u r already very very alone.. juzz look at urself...sitting in the corner of ur dark room... crying alone.. haha.... now what you need????
Oh hell...i got my best frnd.. hahaha...oh yea.. shezz always with me.. oh god.. she was with me... frm mah birth.. how can i be soo rude to her.. i dint noticed her.. oh god.. she was with me.. in all mah pains.. sorrows.. ups and downzzz.. oh god.. shezz me myself..
..gurl.. how disturbd you are..chill.. juzz chill... relax. baby relaxx..
!! Ahaan... lezz go to club... .. yeah??? gurl u r impossible.. u dont drink.. u knw.. how can u forget??
ohh jezz .. i dont drink.. yeahhh..!! Vrooom Vroom..... racing?? eh??? what the hell... is wrong with me.. eww...
Oh hell.. loads of pending wok...wat m doing???
Wondering.. hell.. hahaha !!!
aah.. i have pain in deep inside me.. in mah brain..loads of pain.. aah..!!!
Oh hell.. i dont understand myself... gggrrrrrr.....
i dint ate anything.. aah.. coz mah brain is eating me.. hahah !!now wht i need/??
eerrr... eerrrr... oh hell..oh hell.. oh hell ...!!
!! MAH BRAIN SHOWS "ERROR REPORT" !!
haha
i need someone....to talk..to be with me.. i want hug.. tyt hug.. hahaha...but i have.. haha..
Oh hell.. what i want nowe???
heyy.... being ordinary is being extraordinary.hahha...
juzz juzz.. look at yourself.... what u r????? it hurtz .. itz pains.. to knw...tht u r not extraordinary gurl.. u r juzz a mere gurl.. haha !!
ggrrrrr..
HIGH VOLTAGE ATTITUDE SUPPLY..!!
what what what??? god... shezz really disturbed.. juzz look at her..
,, hell... letzz go disco.?? ohh disco mah foot.... i dunno y.. but i love to see you cry... Juzzz STOP IT !! itzzzz copyright be Enrique.. hahaha !!!
waht u think m CRAZZY?? no juzz messed up.. disturbed..
I wanna FORMAT myself...
my brain...but i dunn wanna format mah heart.. itzz full of love n care..
i wanna format myself.. gurl.. u toking lyk MACHINE .. hahaha !!
ooooops... i talk with my self... amazingly amazing.. hahah !!
heyy.. Shuttttt up !!!! i was talking with god... somthing very serious ....
Ohh jezzz...
god... i wanna put a door to my brain....
these neverending disturbance.... juzz look at me...
I am happy but i am not...
Who m i?? i dunno..
I wanna sleep... deep... so deep... i wanna sleep in your lap..!!
My messed up mind...
Oh god.. i wanna sleep... I want this night.. to be as long as it can..
i hate mornings.... i hate light....
i am some DEVIL or what????y do my brain workz.. somthing lyk DEVILISH-ANGEL???
.. i knw ..everything will be last ..rest in peace.. i knw.. ill be WINNER...... bt god.. i am hating this "ME" tht exist between the "ME" of now... and the "ME" of future..as winnner..!!
ohh god... how messed up..my mind is....
oh god.... how disturbed i am....
I am soo scattered.... I wanna sleep.. i am tired....
ohh god.. i am searching Yesterday.... Oh god.. .. i have become sooo NUMB..!!
oh god..... i amm messed up... wanna peace up ..
Oh god i need some space... love n care...
oh god,.... lemme sleep.. "ITZZ TOOO LATE ""
oh god.. plzz make tis night long long and eva long......
Oh god... i wanna sleep.. soo deep ..soo deep.. waanna sleep in ur lap...
wanna leave this pain and brain.. in the light of those mornings... wanna rest in darkness...
I wanna sleep...........so deep....goood night.....
I wanna rest in ur lap..

Please lemme... sleep.. itzz tooooooo late........... i wanna sleep...